i am not going to kill myself or physically harm myself. everyone has darker thoughts but it does not mean they are going to go shoot up a place, harm others or themselves- if that were the case then you would need a huge jail or hospital to house these people. many of them are most creative thinkers and such; i say this b/c i constantly get worried messages (thank you for caring by the way) & people commenting about how i should not share my morbid musings with others in public realm… i get it but i’m fine & people should be fine with it. there is FAR worse on tv, cable and in movies that should warrant closer attention than my cookie crumbs or the crumbs of others.
Posts Tagged ‘words’
when i write…
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged death, poetry, THINK, words, writing on August 15, 2013| 1 Comment »
Inside the Actors Studio: 10-questions
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged actors, questions, thoughts, words on July 11, 2013| Leave a Comment »
My responses to James Lipton’s 10-questions:
1. What is your favorite word?
right now, sassy
2. What is your least favorite word?
no
3. What turns you on?
a guy that realizes I have I love literature, opera, and romantic things despite how I come across
4. What turns you off?
babies and children
5. What sound do you love?
the voice of someone that makes me feel giddy
6. What sound do you hate?
noisy children & babies
7. What is your favorite curse word?
Fuck
8. What profession other than yours would you like to attempt?
Acting
9. What profession would you not like to do?
anything on a boat or in air- i get motion sickness
10. If heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the pearly gates?
I was rooting for you the whole time; sorry about your mother and how it effected the family. OR I know what you and your family went through; Karma exists, and I took care of things.
the write words
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poetry, words, write, writing on July 5, 2013| 1 Comment »
i seek legitimacy from my words.
the words hold me accountable
for my lethargy and false representation of my spirit.
i feel extra eyes on my meaty bits,
those morsels which escape the confines
of my cerebral stew.
quite often my words flee
because i’m not fulfilling our social contract.
i plead with my words,
i tell them, “i write my best stuff when i’m pissed off!”
my words briefly halt their mass exodus long enough to look back at me;
i am fumbling with my paper and pen.
the words then scoff at my mediocrity,
and my feeble attempts at being a poet.
O’ Muse!
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poems, poetry, words, writing on July 4, 2013| Leave a Comment »
recently i began writing and sending out poems for possible publication. this sounds easy but when you’re job hunting at the same time, the brain is tired by the time you want to put to paper a lot of your musings. i tend to write more- and better, when i am frustrated, etc. while this is productive, it is not always best for my ch’i. to remedy this, i have taken to writing when not in an angst-ridden mood, and writing when i am somewhat content. i write half-mocking, half- loving my inner most feelings. so far it has produced a poem that bashes my efforts to write and be a poet. when i write i tend to not think of myself as the next Shakespeare or Ginsberg but as a broad with something to say- for me & maybe if it tickles the fancy of others, so be it…
still, my words would like a playground to strut their stuff on so if anyone knows of any places that may like some of my musings (see poems within my wordpress page), do let me know. thanks!